To my Betrayal

The tears roll down on my face,
It seems like you're a stranger,
But even if that's the case,
I struggle to control this anger.

You told me how much 1 meant to you,
but, If only I'd known the price I'd have to pay,
If only I'd known that you lie, if only I'd known that.....
Then maybe i would have turned and walked away from the beginning.

Now nothing will ever be the same,
It's all so bitter now,
I wish I could be like the last time

love you, care of you, jealous about you.
But I can't help wondering...how?

because i can't accept it all !! *sorry *

How long has it been since I last smiled with you,
When's the last time I've had fun with you,
Those feelings i had were not mild,
I feel as if I am...done with you.